I'm careless....but its me......

I know how it makes you feel,
like you're not important, atleast no way near,
maybe it's because you expect too much,
or maybe because I dnt give a shit...........
I told you way back, I don't care for nobody,
but u didn't listen, you had to fall for me.
I told I was used to be alone and self-dependent,
but u taught me to know there's someone who cares.
I know its a feeling that no other can compare,
But u knw there's a part that still doesn't care.
This world made me this way, so cruel,
I guess its hard for me to change,
And I don't really wanna see myself back there,
I think I wanna stay the same.
Don't be mad at me for this coz I understand,
But this is me, and this is who I'll ever be.............