When I first met you......

I still remember the day when I met you for the first time,
It was like we were just destined to meet.
We sat in the club and ordered tequila with lime,
I didn't know that with you it would taste so sweet.
I know those were rough, the first few days,
with all the mess you were and all the feelings I had.
You were stuck somewhere and facing the sun's rays,
while I was down and sad with the kind of life I had.
Things made no sense at that time but we had so much fun,
and somehow when we were together, it was just like heaven.
I know we were both confused and just wanted to run,
but life was turing around day by day and we were just stun.
No matter what we did, we just kept getting closer,
and with time and the beatiful meetings, we just ended up together.
I know how we thought about ourselves, a bunch of losers,
because we were living a life with a crazy sense of humour.
And now that I look back to when it all started,
All that comes to my mind is how in the world did this happen.
But anyways what we have is just amazing, beautifully crafted,
Our life is just the way I imagined, full of crazy fun................

Would it be my end???

There was a time when it was all good,
It was a life that I had always dreamt of.
Now its so tough, I can barely breathe,
It's harder than anything I had thought of.
No matter how hard I try, it just gets worst,
Don't know how much more I can take.
I wish I was given a chance to make this a little different
Different from the way it all is today.
I never saw it coming, noone does I guess,
It just comes and take you with a splash.
Sometimes I just wanna break down and cry,
but I figure that's not gonna do me any good.
I've tried and tried and tried with no result,
I started as a kid and now I'm an adult.
Life is still the same, the same old miserable shit,
And it just keeps giving more, more and more.
Well, I guess I would just have to see how this ends,
would it change and be better would it be my end?