Life......

Alone.....

Alone I walk the lonely streets at night, 
alone I sometimes want to end this life, 
alone I'm happy, alone I'm sad, 
alone I live, in this endless strife.

Alone I have food, alone I go to bed, 
alone I work, alone I dream, 
alone I am angry, alone I am mad, 
alone I cry, alone I scream.

Alone, the room in which I lay, 
alone I think, no love to send, 
alone is my life, alone is all, 
alone I start and I am alone right to the end.............

The truth about life........

As a kid you have a dream, to be a king
one who could rule the world, do anything.
You want people who serve, ones you can rule,
and then you grow up and are sent to school.
In school you learn a lot of things, useless but true,
and you get that pen, its either black or blue.
You start understanding the world, Its big,
and then you get to know girls, that you dig.
You learn to compete, face the challenges,
you get hurt, you fall, you get bandages.
You see a lot of books, you faint,
they say that's the time you become an artist, life you paint.
Once you get to college, you know a lot, 
you're too small compared to the world, you're just a dot.
Life consumes you, throws you around,
you try to fly high, but end up on the ground.
Then you remember you had a dream, a goal,
But its too late to think about it, you're in a hole.............

Funny........................

Ever wondered what would happen if the world was ending today......Don't think just ask the people in Newzealand coz if the world was ending today, their's probably ended a few hours back...........lol

To do list.................:)

Death

Death does not concern us........Because when we exist death is not here, and when death comes, we are no longer here to give a crap about it.................:)

I'm careless....but its me......

I know how it makes you feel,
like you're not important, atleast no way near,
maybe it's because you expect too much,
or maybe because I dnt give a shit...........
I told you way back, I don't care for nobody,
but u didn't listen, you had to fall for me.
I told I was used to be alone and self-dependent,
but u taught me to know there's someone who cares.
I know its a feeling that no other can compare,
But u knw there's a part that still doesn't care.
This world made me this way, so cruel,
I guess its hard for me to change,
And I don't really wanna see myself back there,
I think I wanna stay the same.
Don't be mad at me for this coz I understand,
But this is me, and this is who I'll ever be.............

I did it on my own....

There was a time when I was alone,
kept myself hidden in the loneliness of my room.
I was always thinking how life should've been,
with happiness all around and not just a dust-bin.
Sometimes in the loneliness I wanted to cry out loud, 
but somehow I didn't and for that I'm really proud.
I knew I had the strength to make it all good,
I knew I had a strong will under the hood.
So I decided to be my own companion,
and took the oath to come out one day as a champion.
It was a hard journey and it is still,
but that doesn't stop me, whether i'm hurt or ill.
Life gives me stones and that's what I gather,
to build my own house by putting all of them together.
There are no hurdles that I can't cross,
coz for me life is about winning and there ain't no loss.
And soon there'll be a day when I'll get the gold,
and I'm sure I can enjoy life then, I won't be that old.
And then I would say to the world, loud and clear,
I did it on my own and there was no fckin tear..................

Sometimes When We Touch....

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity 
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you 
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you 
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

You become me...........

People think I'm crazy or maybe just a fool,
for thinking I am strong enough to fight it on my own.
This world ain't pretty, not what they teach in school,
and its just a crazy death race from the day you're born.

People wanna kill for money, the thirst is never over,
No time for love or care, no-one cares for emotions.
There ain't no family, friend and not even a lover
People come and people go, you can't change the motion.

Once you become one of them, it gets real easy,
coz all you gotta do is forget that you're human.
You gotta become an animal, angry and crazy,
and then enjoy what you do, feel like a demon.

But I guess thats how you survive in this world,
when you realize all this, you become me.......................

An Entrapment

My love, I have tried with all my being
to grasp a form comparable to thine own,
but nothing seems worthy;

I know now why Shakespeare could not
compare his love to a summer’s day.
It would be a crime to denounce the beauty
of such a creature as thee,
to simply cast away the precision
God had placed in forging you.

Each facet of your being
whether it physical or spiritual
is an ensnarement
from which there is no release.
But I do not wish release.
I wish to stay entrapped forever.
With you for all eternity.
Our hearts, always as one.


- Anthony Kolos

You and me together.....

I was up all night thinking bout you,
about what we are and what we can be....
I guess I'm not the one to decide,
whether we will be alone or on each other's side....
I wonder how life would be when we are together,
I'm sure the happiness would be way beyond measure....
I know its hard right now, getting out of hand,
but we'll built our castle soon, out of all this sand....
Don't worry about people, they just wanna see us fall,
I will never let you go even if I have to crawl....
We've come so close to each other, its no coincidence
even though our first meeting was just an accident....
I remember how we used to fight, wanted to kill each other,
who would've thought we would one day be crazy about eacth other...
But we are here now and we are in love,
and its beautiful, just so out of this world....
I don't really know how we'll pass this test,
but all I know is that we're gonna try our best....

Late to school!

You're all I want......

You’re all I see when I close my eyes
You’re all I see when I look inside
You’re all I see when my eyelids rise
You are all I want to see when i am not feeling well
you're the one I want When I’m feeling low
You're the only one I wanna know
When people take the mick, I want you near
We may not look right to on looking eyes
We may mistake what we feel for something else 
but I don't wanna lose what we have, I swear
And if we let nature take its toll
We will find out what the future holds
For you are different and so am I
but that can't be changed even if we try
So just be different and do not refrain
The feelings you have are the ones I share
I don’t care about how you look or the colour of your hair
all I care about is the fact that I want you here
I know nobody is perfect, neither are you
But that’s what makes you great and makes me feel this way for you........


                                                          
                                                                                                         By: "The Crazy Girl"

Not exactly what I had in mind.......:)

I'm hungry all the time......

I just woke up, opened my eyes,
my window open, room glowing with sunshine....
I felt something in my stomack,
a loud noise and a sheering pain....
At first I thought It was nothing,
but with time it made me go insane...
That's when I decided I had to get up,
go to my mom and ask what it was.....
Mom told me to go, 
and have something to eat...
It somehow made the pain,
go away in a heartbeat....

Then an hour passed, 
I had forgotten about it all..
but then again i felt it,
the same pain pinching my soul....
I ran to the kitchen again,
grabbed something to chew....
The pain was gone again,
and that's when i knew......

(Chorus)
I'm hungry all the time,
I'm hungry all the time....

whether it's morning, evening or any other time,
I'm hungry all the time...
I'm hungry all the time....

Give me some bread, give me some honey.
I don't care what it is, I'll even give you money.....
I want it all, all I cant eat,
Bring me everything, I'll be on my seat......

(Chorus)
I'm hungry all the time,
I'm hungry all the time....

whethere it's morning, evening or any other time,
I'm hungry all the time...
I'm hungry all the time.........

                                                                                                           By: Anirudh Thakur

Girls.......the life changers.....:)

I know most of you guys out there would agree with me on this. When a girl comes in a guy's life, it brings a lot of change in the way we behave, think and in our outlook towards others. You start to feel secure because you know you have someone who would always be there to care for you and give you importance. I guess the most important thing that we need in life is to feel important. And that's what a girl does when she steps in our life. 

A girl teaches us how to love, care and respect her and also teaches us how to think about things keeping her in mind. She makes us take decisions more carefully and take our lives seriously. You might not notice it but ask your girl or maybe some close friend and they will tell you how much you've changed. Its hard to understand why that happens, I guess its because you stop living an individual life and start sharing your life with that special person. It all happens for good because it allows us to think about life and make something out of it. So all thanks to that special girl I have in my life.......Tia

The man who can't be moved.......:))

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not, broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you
'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving
I'm not moving

Policeman says son you can't stay here,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.
'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving
I'm not moving
I'm not moving
I'm not moving

People talk about the guy
Who's waiting on a girl
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world
And maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,
And you'll come running to the corner
'Cause you'll know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved

'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving
I'm not moving
I'm not moving
I'm not moving

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move.

I'm glad you came.......