Thursday, August 5, 2021

Time to get back into the Groove

It has been soooooo long since I wrote anything........

I was just so busy with life that I didn't get a chance to do what I loved "Express"

It is time to get back to it now that I have a handle on other things in my life....... :)




Tuesday, March 3, 2015

Love-The killer emotion

No matter how strong, no matter how smart,
love is a drug that tears you apart.
No matter how tough, no matter how rough.
emotions and feelings are never enough.
Time after time, people have fought,
this feeling inside that leads to a drought.
The strength of the body has always lost,
when fighting this devil, this evil ghost.
Sometimes it takes years, sometimes a month,
sometimes it's a smile, sometimes its a touch.
The love and the care, is always addictive,
this fragile heart of ours is never resistive.
Our hearts yearn for it, our bodies urge,
and it never ends, its always on the verge.
How dangerous this is, no one has figured,
and even if you fight it, it's always triggered.
Love leads to pain, we all know,
but still we want it soo badly though.......

Thursday, June 26, 2014

Go but don't leave me.........

I don't know how this all happened,
all I know if I lost too much
I don't care about no money, no cars,
all I wanted was to keep you near me
I was living a life careless and free,
and I loved it when you were a part of it
I know I made mistakes, I made you cry,
but all I wanted was some happiness
I know I wanted my to live the way I want,
but I also wanted for you to be a part of it
I don't care about the world or what they think about me,
coz all I want is to be happy and live my way
I know I could never understand what you wanted,
but I always asked you to tell me on my face
good or bad I cant even differentiate,
all I know if I would miss the time I spent with you
You were the best friend that I ever had,
and I don't want to lose that even if I lose your love
I don't listen to no one and that might have hurt you,
but all I can say is I don't want u to go.......

Sunday, January 12, 2014

I've got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one........:)

I have always been so amazed by this song coz this someway or the other connects with most of the guys and even girls all over the world. The issues with the opposite sex will never vanish and thus time to time this song would find it's place in our lives.....Well for all of you that haven't checked it out yet.....just check it out below:



-----Lyrics-----

If you're having girl problems I feel bad for you son
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one

[Verse One]
I got the rap patrol on the gat patrol
Foes that wanna make sure my casket's closed
Rap critics that say he's "Money Cash Hoes"
I'm from the hood stupid what type of facts are those
If you grew up with holes in your zapatos
You'd celebrate the minute you was having dough
I'm like fuck critics you can kiss my whole asshole
If you don't like my lyrics you can press fast forward
Got beef with radio if I don't play they show
They don't play my hits well I don't give a shit SO
Rap mags try and use my black ass
So advertisers can give em more cash for ads...fuckers
I don't know what you take me as
or understand the intelligence that Jay-Z has
I'm from rags to riches nigga I ain't dumb
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one
Hit me

[Chorus]
99 Problems but a bitch ain't one
If you having girl problems I feel bad for you son
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one
Hit me

[Verse Two]
The year is '94 and in my trunk is raw
In my rear view mirror is the mother fucking law
I got two choices yall pull over the car or
bounce on the double put the pedal to the floor
Now I ain't trying to see no highway chase with jake
Plus I got a few dollars I can fight the case
So I...pull over to the side of the road
And I heard "Son do you know why I'm stopping you for?"
Cause I'm young and I'm black and my hat's real low
Do I look like a mind reader sir, I don't know
Am I under arrest or should I guess some mo?
"Well you was doing fifty five in a fifty four"
"License and registration and step out of the car"
"Are you carrying a weapon on you I know a lot of you are"
I ain't stepping out of shit all my papers legit
"Do you mind if I look round the car a little bit?"
Well my glove compartment is locked so is the trunk and the back
And I know my rights so you gon' need a warrant for that
"Aren't you sharp as a tack are some type of lawyer or something?"
"Or somebody important or something?"
Nah I ain't passed the bar but I know a little bit
Enough that you won't illegally search my shit
"Well see how smart you are when the K-9's come"
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one
Hit me

[Chorus X2]

[Verse Three]
Now once upon a time not too long ago
A nigga like myself had to strong arm a hoe
This is not a hoe in the sense of having a pussy
But a pussy having no God Damn sense, try and push me
I tried to ignore him and talk to the Lord
Pray for him, cause some fools just love to perform
You know the type loud as a motor bike
But wouldn't bust a grape in a fruit fight
The only thing that's gonna happen is i'mma get to clapping
He and his boys gon' be yapping to the captain
And there I go trapped in the kit kat again
Back through the system with the riff raff again
Fiends on the floor scratching again
Paparazzi's with they cameras snapping them
D.A. tried to give the nigga the shaft again
Half-a-mil for bail cause I'm African
All because this fool was harrassin' them
Trying to play the boy like hes saccarin
But ain't nothing sweet 'bout how I hold my gun
I got 99 problems but being a bitch ain't one
Hit me

Tuesday, December 10, 2013

Live on the edge...

I told you not to fall for me,
I told you not to cry.
I'm a sole rider in this crazy world,
And I prefer to go that way.
My life is full of ups and downs,
there is no way you can survive this.
Its an adventure full of risks,
an adventure in the unknown.
So stay far and don't commit,
because with me its not safe.
I live on the edge all the time,
Its the way I choose to live,
no matter what happens, 
its for me to bear, not you.
So please go and live your life,
Coz with me its all a crazy ride.....

Thursday, October 10, 2013

Make you smile.....:)

I don't know where to go, don't know who to call,
you were the only one who could save me from my fall.
So many things to say, so much to do,
I'm wandering on the streets and asking myself "where are you?"
How did this happen and who is to blame,
It was so beautiful and it's gone, what a shame.
we were something special, something out of this world,
but now all is left is this broken little world.
I had a house with, had a life and a dream,
now that you are gone, it's all gone down the stream.
I look at myself in the mirror and watch myself cry,
and wait for you come and hold me in your arms.
I get out of bed thinking that you'd be right next to me,
but all is left there is your sweet scent you left for me.
no pillows, no blankets can replace how you felt in my arms,
I wish you were still here and I could feel the same way again.
Then I spend the whole day wondering, what I should do now,
because all I wanted to do forever was to make you smile.............

Tuesday, September 3, 2013

Life after college..........A review

Different people have different thoughts for life after college when entered in professional life.

Life after college is weird and hard.

The most common word they use to describe the first year out is “weird”. It’s not like anything they’ve experienced prior to this time because everything seems to be altered; friendships, family, finances, and even opportunities for fun change after college. Change in a few areas of their life at one time is generally okay; it’s easier to navigate when there are certain constants they can still count on. But when everything is different, as is often the case after graduation, it’s almost too much “newness” to take in at once. The unfamiliarity of it all can make them want to somehow escape, and they can feel lost, confused, alone, and unknown. This unfamiliarity and confusion is tiring. You may have points post-college when, for the first time in life, they’re not sure you can face the strangeness all over again the next day. But know that they are not alone. Many alumni have gone ahead of them, sharing in the same struggle.

When the entire structure of life is shifting, trials often arise. But if we allow these trials to become the testing ground for faith, they’ll force us to wrestle through the mess until we emerge with deeper, more real belief than before. Loss, pain, or confusion bring us to a crossroads where we get to choose: trust God or turn our backs on God.

There will likely be some hard days in those first couple years out, but hard does not necessarily mean that you’ve made a mistake in taking that job offer or moving to that new town. Be patient in these times of trial, trusting that God is working out a greater good.

Life after college is good.

Even in the weirdness and hard times, few think these years are bursting with so much good! Life after college is packed with adventure, excitement, and possibility. Instead of lamenting the roller-coaster ride of ups and downs that occur in those first years out, embrace it. Give thanks for the variety of it all.

A recent alumna shared with me how overwhelmed she’s felt because in one week she’s experienced some of the lowest lows and highest highs she’s ever known.

Enjoy the ride of life after college!

:- By Webacers

Tuesday, May 14, 2013

Till the end of time....


My love, I don't know If you know this,
But I love you like a crazy kid.
I know I've probably said this a million times,
But each time I mean it a little more.
I love you with all my heart, body and soul,
And still it seems like Its not enough.
I know I may look crazy and hurt you sometimes,
But It doesn't mean I don't love at those times.
I will always be here, right here besides you,
even when we fight and you don't want me around.
I will be with you not just because I love you,
But also because you love me a lot more.
I sometimes can't believe how you can love me so much,
It's like I mean the life to you, Not sure if I do though.
I wish you feel the same about me, about my love,
Coz I am doing the best I can to show you how I feel for you.
If ever my love fails to makes you feel loved,
just tell em and I will give my life to you.
I wish we stay together for the rest of our lives,
so I can show you how much love I can give to you.
I know I will love you like this forever,
And I hope you can love me the same way till the end of time.......

Friday, April 19, 2013

When I first met you......


I still remember the day when I met you for the first time,
It was like we were just destined to meet.
We sat in the club and ordered tequila with lime,
I didn't know that with you it would taste so sweet.
I know those were rough, the first few days,
with all the mess you were and all the feelings I had.
You were stuck somewhere and facing the sun's rays,
while I was down and sad with the kind of life I had.
Things made no sense at that time but we had so much fun,
and somehow when we were together, it was just like heaven.
I know we were both confused and just wanted to run,
but life was turing around day by day and we were just stun.
No matter what we did, we just kept getting closer,
and with time and the beatiful meetings, we just ended up together.
I know how we thought about ourselves, a bunch of losers,
because we were living a life with a crazy sense of humour.
And now that I look back to when it all started,
All that comes to my mind is how in the world did this happen.
But anyways what we have is just amazing, beautifully crafted,
Our life is just the way I imagined, full of crazy fun................

Sunday, April 7, 2013

Would it be my end???

There was a time when it was all good,
It was a life that I had always dreamt of.
Now its so tough, I can barely breathe,
It's harder than anything I had thought of.
No matter how hard I try, it just gets worst,
Don't know how much more I can take.
I wish I was given a chance to make this a little different
Different from the way it all is today.
I never saw it coming, noone does I guess,
It just comes and take you with a splash.
Sometimes I just wanna break down and cry,
but I figure that's not gonna do me any good.
I've tried and tried and tried with no result,
I started as a kid and now I'm an adult.
Life is still the same, the same old miserable shit,
And it just keeps giving more, more and more.
Well, I guess I would just have to see how this ends,
would it change and be better would it be my end?

Saturday, March 23, 2013

Friends.....crazy people...:)


Sometimes you don't need love,
sometimes you don't want care,
you only need a crazy friend,
to hit you straight on the head.
Life is what it is, miserable
you can't really change it,
but you can always make it better,
with people who can take it.
Frieds are some screwed up people,
who can make you go nuts,
but those are the same people,
when needed will get off theri butts.
They make you do stupid things,
but also be a part of it.
They might not show that they care,
but they always put their heart to it.
Yes, they make you angry,
but when apart they can also make you cry,
Still the happiness that you get from them is unmatched,
and friends are what makes it worth being alive........

Sunday, March 3, 2013

Life.....

Life is important, but so is time,
to live happily is not a crime.
No matter what we do, we end up a mess
every moment is just full of stress.
Each and every step lands us in trouble,
and in the end just leaves some rubble.
Time goes so fast that that we miss a lot,
the best way to have fun is to live on the spot.
enjoy life, like you only have the present,
try to make each moment pleasant.
life is too short to be doubtful,
but still enough long to make it beautiful.
Don't stay down and wait for anything,
instead get up and enjoy everything.
Do everything that you ever wanted to,
coz you only get it once and not again.................