Time to get back into the Groove

It has been soooooo long since I wrote anything........

I was just so busy with life that I didn't get a chance to do what I loved "Express"

It is time to get back to it now that I have a handle on other things in my life....... :)

Love-The killer emotion

No matter how strong, no matter how smart,
love is a drug that tears you apart.
No matter how tough, no matter how rough.
emotions and feelings are never enough.
Time after time, people have fought,
this feeling inside that leads to a drought.
The strength of the body has always lost,
when fighting this devil, this evil ghost.
Sometimes it takes years, sometimes a month,
sometimes it's a smile, sometimes its a touch.
The love and the care, is always addictive,
this fragile heart of ours is never resistive.
Our hearts yearn for it, our bodies urge,
and it never ends, its always on the verge.
How dangerous this is, no one has figured,
and even if you fight it, it's always triggered.
Love leads to pain, we all know,
but still we want it soo badly though.......

Go but don't leave me.........

I don't know how this all happened,
all I know if I lost too much
I don't care about no money, no cars,
all I wanted was to keep you near me
I was living a life careless and free,
and I loved it when you were a part of it
I know I made mistakes, I made you cry,
but all I wanted was some happiness
I know I wanted my to live the way I want,
but I also wanted for you to be a part of it
I don't care about the world or what they think about me,
coz all I want is to be happy and live my way
I know I could never understand what you wanted,
but I always asked you to tell me on my face
good or bad I cant even differentiate,
all I know if I would miss the time I spent with you
You were the best friend that I ever had,
and I don't want to lose that even if I lose your love
I don't listen to no one and that might have hurt you,
but all I can say is I don't want u to go.......

I've got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one........:)

I have always been so amazed by this song coz this someway or the other connects with most of the guys and even girls all over the world. The issues with the opposite sex will never vanish and thus time to time this song would find it's place in our lives.....Well for all of you that haven't checked it out yet.....just check it out below:



-----Lyrics-----

If you're having girl problems I feel bad for you son
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one

[Verse One]
I got the rap patrol on the gat patrol
Foes that wanna make sure my casket's closed
Rap critics that say he's "Money Cash Hoes"
I'm from the hood stupid what type of facts are those
If you grew up with holes in your zapatos
You'd celebrate the minute you was having dough
I'm like fuck critics you can kiss my whole asshole
If you don't like my lyrics you can press fast forward
Got beef with radio if I don't play they show
They don't play my hits well I don't give a shit SO
Rap mags try and use my black ass
So advertisers can give em more cash for ads...fuckers
I don't know what you take me as
or understand the intelligence that Jay-Z has
I'm from rags to riches nigga I ain't dumb
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one
Hit me

[Chorus]
99 Problems but a bitch ain't one
If you having girl problems I feel bad for you son
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one
Hit me

[Verse Two]
The year is '94 and in my trunk is raw
In my rear view mirror is the mother fucking law
I got two choices yall pull over the car or
bounce on the double put the pedal to the floor
Now I ain't trying to see no highway chase with jake
Plus I got a few dollars I can fight the case
So I...pull over to the side of the road
And I heard "Son do you know why I'm stopping you for?"
Cause I'm young and I'm black and my hat's real low
Do I look like a mind reader sir, I don't know
Am I under arrest or should I guess some mo?
"Well you was doing fifty five in a fifty four"
"License and registration and step out of the car"
"Are you carrying a weapon on you I know a lot of you are"
I ain't stepping out of shit all my papers legit
"Do you mind if I look round the car a little bit?"
Well my glove compartment is locked so is the trunk and the back
And I know my rights so you gon' need a warrant for that
"Aren't you sharp as a tack are some type of lawyer or something?"
"Or somebody important or something?"
Nah I ain't passed the bar but I know a little bit
Enough that you won't illegally search my shit
"Well see how smart you are when the K-9's come"
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one
Hit me

[Chorus X2]

[Verse Three]
Now once upon a time not too long ago
A nigga like myself had to strong arm a hoe
This is not a hoe in the sense of having a pussy
But a pussy having no God Damn sense, try and push me
I tried to ignore him and talk to the Lord
Pray for him, cause some fools just love to perform
You know the type loud as a motor bike
But wouldn't bust a grape in a fruit fight
The only thing that's gonna happen is i'mma get to clapping
He and his boys gon' be yapping to the captain
And there I go trapped in the kit kat again
Back through the system with the riff raff again
Fiends on the floor scratching again
Paparazzi's with they cameras snapping them
D.A. tried to give the nigga the shaft again
Half-a-mil for bail cause I'm African
All because this fool was harrassin' them
Trying to play the boy like hes saccarin
But ain't nothing sweet 'bout how I hold my gun
I got 99 problems but being a bitch ain't one
Hit me

nice...:)

Live on the edge...

I told you not to fall for me,
I told you not to cry.
I'm a sole rider in this crazy world,
And I prefer to go that way.
My life is full of ups and downs,
there is no way you can survive this.
Its an adventure full of risks,
an adventure in the unknown.
So stay far and don't commit,
because with me its not safe.
I live on the edge all the time,
Its the way I choose to live,
no matter what happens, 
its for me to bear, not you.
So please go and live your life,
Coz with me its all a crazy ride.....

Make you smile.....:)

I don't know where to go, don't know who to call,
you were the only one who could save me from my fall.
So many things to say, so much to do,
I'm wandering on the streets and asking myself "where are you?"
How did this happen and who is to blame,
It was so beautiful and it's gone, what a shame.
we were something special, something out of this world,
but now all is left is this broken little world.
I had a house with, had a life and a dream,
now that you are gone, it's all gone down the stream.
I look at myself in the mirror and watch myself cry,
and wait for you come and hold me in your arms.
I get out of bed thinking that you'd be right next to me,
but all is left there is your sweet scent you left for me.
no pillows, no blankets can replace how you felt in my arms,
I wish you were still here and I could feel the same way again.
Then I spend the whole day wondering, what I should do now,
because all I wanted to do forever was to make you smile.............